Where does one start on the story of their lives!? Almost impossible to find a starting point huh, but all of a sudden your mind starts to bring back recollections of all the awesome, important things that have happened in your life, that really stand out. we dont remember everything, i guess we could if we really tried, but we start to remember all of the things that really changed and affected us, and try to pick one.
Im just gonna do and say whatever i want! I dont have to pick one! im just gonna start, finish, go back, remember, try to forget, recover and move on as i please. if you know me, you know this is how i am: kinda crazy, defiant and i just always like to really do whatever i want, hehe. thank you very much, have a nice day (as my tio Chullin aka Boogie Boogie used to say) whom i love and miss soooooooo much.
i had an awesome childhood! im an only child! what could be better right!? my life! not only im i an only child, but i grew up with my cousins, who were my brothers and sisters. literally, im not exaggerating, we were actually brothers and sisters! we all got dropped off at my tia Marta's house bright and early before sunrise. because we were still asleep, we all got plopped onto the bed where my cousins Judy and Oscar had been sleeping all night. with the super warm, soft blanket still over my head and body, my eyes would slightly open and close again, as either my mom or dad were kissing me good bye, heading to work that day.
i used to hate how my cousin (ok, from this point on, i will not be referring to Judy as my cousin, but as my sister, cuz thats what she really is) my sister Judy would always flop her arm and leg over me, still asleep! ugh! im not a very touchy, feely kinda person, something ive inherited from my mami. nothing wrong, some people just love touching and some of us touch less =) Judy and her mom, my second mother, are the most touchy, feely people i know, something i have always admired and tried to emulate.
i would give anything now to see my sister, sleep in the same bed with her, see her eyes closing as were still talking about everything. yes, have her flop her arm and leg over me! wake up in the morning to the massage thing she used to have, jokingly hoping over my shoulder singing "look over your shoulder honey! woo! ill be there!" haha! im sitting here laughing by myself, remembering these awesome moments from my childhood. i dont want to start to cry. now i just want to write. as my first original song proclaims: "No More Cryin'"!!!!!! so im gonna try to stick to this plan.
I want to keep on writing, but id like to shower, cuz i just came back from a workout, which i had to cut short due to the fact that i had a guitar lesson planned. my sweat is starting to dry and im getting cold. nipples are getting hard and all! haha!
this guitar lesson was canceled by the teacher 15 minutes before arriving. it was supposed to be at 2pm, he called a few hours ago to ask if we could move it to 3pm. i thought that was fine, better for me. to cancel 15 min. before 3pm! i like and try to be cool, this kinda stuff happens to all of us! ive been a theatre, dance, and fitness teacher, and i would totally give my students a free lesson if i did this to them. this didnt come out of this teacher. im going to ask him. i think, if he's not cool with it, then i think im gonna move on to another teacher, there are really so many!
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